The thing is that Mr Red has never wanted to get married before, whereas I have - I'm not one of those people who has been dreaming about it since I was a kid, but I did have some ideas about what I'd want before I had a groom to go with them

so thus far he's been happy to just go with anything I've wanted/suggested, even though I've said repeatedly that I welcome his input and want it to be his day as much as mine. But now he's suggested something I'm not keen on and I've become worried that I'm gonna turn into a spoiled brat if I don't get my way on everything - I do have a tendency to get like that at Christmas and it's a weird trait that I can't quite identify the origin of. Maybe it's cos I was an only child for seven years...? Anyway. I really don't wanna be like that about the wedding, but I'm now quite concerned that I will be.